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let go before the breakdown.
*03.29.03* @ *2:24 p.m.*
listening to this band makes me miss what once was and, more importantly, what could have been. the last time we saw each other, we pretended we didn't exist, and i suppose in this world, we really didn't. we had been an us on an entirely different realm. the realm where it was JUST us and we were all that mattered. We had our anthems and words and alcohol and cigarettes.
and i can't believe those eyes went from loving me to pretending i didn't exist.
but i can't say i'm not guilty of it too.
it was just easier to pretend that *we* never existed than to deal with our broken hearts.