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fuck it.
*05.09.04* @ *2:53 a.m.*
when there isn't anything going on in my life, i create stories for my own amusement. some things are manifestations of what could happen. some are altered recollections. some are just plain bullshit stories i wrote to entertain.
when there is too much going on in my life, i leave out all of the details because that's the way i deal with things. by not dealing with things at all.
when i get bored, i create chaos so i can lament to myself about myself.
when i've been to busy to lament, it supresses until one night i come home sober and cry like i'm drunk.